Saturday, January 9, 2010

Earthling...

I feel like an alien today. As if everyone I see around me has a entirely different way of perceiving "reality", or this thing they call such. I can relate to their perspective, but such doesn't hold my attention in any way.

Finding the words isn't so easy, or perhaps it is easy there are just so many to express. I don't care about a starting point anymore, start anywhere, everything leads to the same place. How can everything lead to the same place, the same state of whateverness? Because everything is resolving to a higher state, and the higher state of each thing is aligned with the higher state of all things, so there can only be one eventuality.

Potential, thats a good point of reference, within each manifested thing there is potential. Then of course that which has not yet come to be is pure potential, or exists as a distant idea or complilation of words and concepts. No object or being is one thing, for in time everything changes, thus becoming new.
But the world around me doesn't seem to notice this energy, this undeniable truth. Okay, so there is recognition, but what to do with such a little tidbit of information? Even in acknowledgement of the transient nature of the manifest there must be more, purpose or direction is called for.

For instance all the business cards on the board here at the cafe, each one a whole world of potential. Each little card, with name, number, and function, is a universe that could unfold. Yet we contain such in a little box, in a practical and neat little package.
First you need money, sometimes you can exchange or trade for services or goods, but that is rarely. Why? Because the creators of these cards need money... oh, I can't even get past this thick skin that surrounds the subject. I am emmersed in this pattern of energy, and to pull the blanket away and reveal the true dynamic existence of life is not easy. I've come to the point where I just need to express this, just need to state it and get out the words. The idea of pulling anyones blanket of reality away is discerning... I could care less really, other than in the context that this world isnt easy to exist within while holding a rather distant understanding of the metaphysics all around.


I'm an alien, I don't want money, I don't want things, this makes me unique from a good percent of all people... I can't be separate, I can't be so different that there is no relation. But in my heart I feel changed, very changed.
When I came out of that little cage and was released into the world a virgin slate of a person there was no doubt that I have fallen into a unique string of being. Looking around at all the busily bustling people there was no distance, but rather a thin sheet across my view that made it all look like a movie. They are actors, but they do not know the script...and they have forgotten what is real.
I relish the fact that all the information is within, all the truth, all the right questions. Experience inspires the questions to be realized and in awareness become something new, and answer, a truth. For me, this is very important, never forget this. We watch life progress through an equation that never ends, that never equals zero. We each have the whole history of life up to our birth within, and we dance along the river of paradox remembering the future past. Oh, I love the Absolute, enough that the practical application just doesn't matter, it just isn't that important. Certainly it should be right? I should be trying to excel, to blossom and bring about some sort of greatness into the world. But the world is already great, it is already magnificent, beautiful, amazing...so many seem to have become so distracted.
Distract becomes illusion, and the Absolute becomes the wishy washy spiritual agenda of those who simply cannot accept the conditions of their life.

more to write going to have to come back to this.

Wednesday, September 30, 2009

The Omniverse

I figure since I have no reason not to I may as well share the recent insights that I have been blessed with. The reason why I haven't gone into this as of yet was the paradoxes that seem to wrap themselves around the subject. The primary paradox is that of Absolute Logic, which only the individual Entity, or what some would call the soul, can comprehend.
As the mind of the individual is the central point of all observation only the individual can create their own truth. We each have our own personal definitions of every word or concept that is utilized in our life journey, each word is defined by personal experience, even if we act in alliance to the larger systems of belief. Even if an individual reaches a point of conscious ascension the world around them perpetuates a structure of which they cannot transcend. This is what I call the "original design" of nature. The original equation which evolution is based off that allows only one course of events to occur.
Logic is independant for each being, although in essence there is principles that are Absolutes. Even paradox has a logical foundation, such is just so far from how normal awareness stretches that on a practical, and rational, level we do not take such into awareness. I could say that everything is love, created by love, and dictated by a process of love, and even though I am speaking of the core principle of life there is no truth transmitted. Love is definied by my understanding of all beings, things, and events in time. I cannot create this truth in another person by giving my definition of love, for every word I use has their own specific meaning to the other person. There are many subconscious layers that must be overcome before such a fundamantal truth can be fully understood. Knowledge is given meaning through action, this is the definition of wisdom, and the truly wise take into account just how shallow their pool of knowledge really is.
I could go on and on about logic and inner truth, and do my best to prove to the reader that such allows any foundation to be built. The problem, for lack of a better word, is that one cannot teach logic or inner truth, they can only share the principles and trust that the student will form their own system of logic. Logic is a way of seeing that creates infallible fact, once abstracted from individual experience fact becomes opinion. Hence the paradox of discussing anything within omniscience.

The Omniverse is beyond the point of intersecting universes, where each Entity has come to a point of realization as the result of the process of nature. Nature is like a school, we each take a specific course of learning through many bodies over many lives. There can only be one path to follow, for to create is to bring into existence energy, energy is what gives our objective world being, therefore the objective world is dependant on one perfect structure of energy.
What we each create is a reflection of all other energy we have encountered in our life and had imprinted on our subconsciousness. Some of this is brought into awareness, or made conscious. Still whether we go deeper into the workings of dna and subatomic patterns of belief or not, we see that for each being the imprint of energy differs. Free will is in this way an illusion, we make descisions based off what we have learned, involuntary or not. Of course the illusion of free will must exist otherwise consciousness would collapse.
In considering the Omniverse a certain perspective of time and space is called for. I discovered this through studying sacred geometry and how number relates to sound. Once I formed an intimate relationship with number, seeing the principles and symbolism behind numbers, I found metaphysics and quantum mechanics working within every moment of my life. At no point was there a choice to concemplate or study metaphysics, such was simply unavoidable. Life inspired me to reach a certain degree of consciousness, my efforts started when my attention could no longer be drawn away from the workings of existence happening within me and all around.

Lets talk about time for a little bit. Time is the strangest quality of existence, we interact with time and create our own perception of such and yet simultaniously time always works in one way. We cannot break time, even if time travel was possible all we would be doing would be travelling within a predestined course of events which included our movement within such. Of course we do time travel, just in a linear fashion, and what we percieve as forward is in Actuality the resolution of time. Our perception of time is one key function of the brain and almost certainly the reason why the soul is anchored in such. Without the bounderies of perception we might see all time as a whole.
At some point the idea that I am a copy of God came time mind, a carbon copy at that, and I started considering the various qualities of life through this filter. When time came into question my first realization was that God wouldn't have any restraints of perception, so all time would be just a matter of looking forward or backward into how existence rests in possibility. In fact to have no restraints on time awareness would lead to cognition of what was about to happen at all times, there would no longer exist the illusion of free will. No matter what you would see what your being would do next, even if in seeing such you would change what you were going to do. So creating restraints as to the perception of time is vital to having any sort of enjoyable experience of such.
This idea lead to another, well what if at some point Nature created a consciousness that could see all time? Amoebas came to mind, or whatever the first body containing DNA was, although perfect self-replication has implications alone. What if this original super-consciousness, unrestrained by perception, saw all of time and quickly came to a conclusion as how to best travel through time? All the being would need to do is create a perfect copy of this vision, implant such into the dna, and then let exponential growth occur. As if each time the DNA would see the next needed step it would recreate it's body, the amoeba, and program into that new peice what course of action to take. This happened countless times until a virtual picture of all time was created that created a perfect system of energy for both being within and for perpetuating the creation of consciousness.
On this last note, perpetuating the creation of consciousness, the idea of life being no fun at all without having the experience shared also came to me after considering god-consciousness. To be omniscient is boring, such creates a point of reference that actually results in the formation of the super-ego. Now we are all each developing our own super-ego, yet we do so in a way that by the time we know our own divinity we have reached comprehension of the importance of sharing our experience in a compassionate loving manner. Long before we are each granted access to our super-ego, god-consciousness, and as a result Absolute logic, we must learn to act with intention.
We are countless Entities of super-consciousness bound to bodies in a life cycle that teaches us not only how to harness our own inherent power of creation, but how to infact create our own universe. Learning through the process of evolution implies intelligence in the process, although unlike most popular conceptions of God, the concept of Omniverse denotes having an actual God-consciousness present beyond that which is buried deep within. In reality, or our current position in development, the obstacles in our life are reflections of remaining lessons we have yet to bring into our collective consciousness. In this way we are the body of God.
This reminds me of the Greek Gods and Goddesses, or the disciples and Jesus, the idea that even though one individual may bring into existence the highest point of logic possible, they are still only made complete by the projections of their own higher qualities through the "Self". This can take on a practical application as well, for the people I attract and connect with most in my life are basically reflections of what I feel are the best examples of divinity. Those who act closest to enlightened intention are those who make up my cosmic family. For at some point I, like all others, realized all of time and then split into countless peices to consciously journey to a specific point in time of self-realization. Each peice of consciousness quickly became their own Entity, trvalleing along a karmic path identical to my own, although at a different point in time. This always strikes me as quite funny, for such implies that the Entity that is I will forever be first in comprehension and yet last in line for manifestation.

In my life I have come to a point of consciousness that sends a shockwave through my being in knowing that "I Am". Actually this has happened a few times, and is always followed by a glimpse of the infinite which is unknown to me. The last time this happened my glimpse went all the way back to the point of creation, which was represented to me as a source which may never be reached. To go to the source of creation is to be at the point of time where you create you own universe, thus starting the cycle all over again. This happens to each Entity but once.
The vision comes to me like a seed falling off a tree, once the seed is perfectly ready to follow the perfect order to growing into a tree of its own the mother meets with the child and then sends it off into a new life. As if one orb of superconsciousness creates another orb and then seperates at a specific time, a process which happens again infinitely as each orb then reaches its own point of creation. Just like a tree not one seed but many are formed, from one comes many, this is the mathimatical process of exponential growth, and the most logical way for universes to be born.

-update-
We have yet to get into discussion about an actual definition of the Omniverse, we are still rattling about in the realm of fundamental principles. We are expanding our awareness through a metaphysics based upon my personal experience. As each experience is different so will the metaphysics, the core principles however are Absolute. We have already mentioned the paradoxes which are met at such a point.
From here there is much more to be said, and I hold the intention to continue. There are some grammar and spelling errors that I will also attend to. I share this now as a picture of how one can see, not as fact or Absolution, but the potential for such. Through relation any way of seeing outside Ones own can serve as a template for discovering the metaphysics of your Being. Relation to any objective manifestation can lead to inspiration and insight precisely as in depth.

for now, in lakesh, much love and many blessings
nate